Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Depression hurts
Depression Hurts, NOT only you but the ones around you, I have been fighting depression for years,medication does help, BUT I found that finding the source of what makes you depressed helps more,for me it was family members,fake friends, so I started collecting Barbie dolls, it made me really happy, and joining a doll club,It is important to see a therapist they are not there to judge you but to hear you out, releasing what ails you releases the inner stress that you are going though.YOU look at yourself in the morning and say I AM BLESSED, GOD LOVES ME and I deserve to be HAPPY! YOU say &believe it.
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Growingup with a Bi-Polar mother was the hardest thing to do,I remember when she would drink to control it & the thoughts until she was drunk & would drive with me & my brother in the back seat, she would drive up to 80 mph, and be in the middle of the road,we were terrified, I recall holding on to my brother and a tropical Miko Barbie doll. just praying for it to stop,She would have us hide in the woods late at night while she was peeping on her boyfriend,IT IS HARD to grow up with a parent with those mental issues,as an adult I now find myself going through some of these things, like I love my husband but then later I dont and want him to go away! sometimes I just want to start over with someone else,currently I am in therapy, and I am on medication and have my career on hold in hopes I can & will get better.being Bi-polar affects your mood,your life and everyone around including your pets,it is hard to make a concrete decission because I change my mind many times about one thing.
ReplyDeleteFor the past 3 years I have been fighting my bipolar illness,it has been so hard and has consumed my life completely! Ive had to stop working and I have not renewd my contract with my Modeling Agency,Ive had to opportunity to sign with a larger agency but due to my illness I was afraid to even try to be known more than I currently am,Ive also been fighting depression,these things have consumed my life,One day I love someone then next week or the following day I hate them! Im mostly in my home and dont leave,I feel as though someone is always following me or watching me,I feel un-loved,and that a man would only want me for sex and not to have in a serious relationship,it is also rumored Im not a woman,I dont know how or WHY people would say something like that? I wish I could just move across country and start my life over!
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